my brief was to “Ask someone for instructions in what to do and then obey them” and i think i did pretty well! i asked my friend “what should i do for this assignment?” and she said the above quote and then i had to make a record of it!!
When you lose someone, it really does feel like nothing works anymore. You get lost. It’s like when you lose someone you love, you lose a part of yourself.
Six years completely gone now, mate. I actually feel pretty good about it.. litle sad i mean.. six years am i right?
well nothing new besides that.. shit still happening ..so
Last few months i’ve understud i really need to let go shit, so this is how its gonna be , there is past , present and future, past - shit happens dosent really matter who falt is it, if its mine well send me straight to hell , if its not, great! people there’s a tricky one, but lets say… youre here? good were fine , your not? great i dont remember you either! present , well that im still figuring out, future - well see , but the most important part is that its a game, im the player! i chose to play or to shut the game out, so future its pritty simple, i like it , i keep it , i dont well u see the picture right? guess it was just to late…
So… OUTW its out! ive missed 4 episodes, i’ll catch them today .
I’m failing in everything in my life so… thats cool. But i guess im really getting good at understanding peoples nature so were good!
I saw youre mom today! it was… akward, i mean really akward! we didnt talk about you though, and yes i was looking at her and thinking about curtains and pillows! i was kinda late so it was fast…
I really really need to tell u something mate… i do…. well talk about is soon mate , but i cant right now, not yet..
U know, im not over u and im not getting any closer, this is not helping i mean i cant keep talking to you if youre not listening , i keep doing it though..
Uh , u need to see that show! the one with a baby! u would like josh, and his mom! man that women its crazzy!
How I Met Your Mother
worst end ever mate! they had a fake after weding! i mean 3 years for what?
i dont know if u sleep there, do u? i hope u do, cause if youre not keeping me company i hope youre sleeping ..so im.. going to watch some serie..
I was about to try to sleep but… i don´t want to, yeah mate i know its killing me, but what would happen the mornig after, that mate, that woud most definitely kill me . U know those 5 mints when u wake up and u cant remember a thing from the day before ? And then it all falls on u, everything… i mean its bad enough to have to listen to you telling me all the bad things i’ve done , and see her when i dont have her anymore, i really dont need to wake up to that reallity do i? i mean youre gone, u aint coming back mate, and shes not here for me anymore, i dont wanna wake up and realise its real… u know… its already hard to remember every good thing and then realize u cant have it, or have to stop yourself every second in every action or word its about to come out… im stoping mate im stoping… so, ttyl ..